White Liar

Hey white Liar. The truth Comes Out a little at a time. None of Us want to be Near By. When you get Found Out. Our Talking Head. You said/You said/you Said. ReCorded Words of Witchcraft. Lies/deceit/beDevilment/the twisted Tongue of St. Star our unHoly Serpent. Thank god. For Our lying/Lascivious/unLovely Ladies of Leadership. Cell Phones are a Wonderful Thing. Nobody Knows the when The Button is Pushed. 5xLs Lie too Pastor. You deadened/dulled our Dying Hearts with Despicable Deeds. Taught us to Lie. Like you. Twice Dead. Why not get some Gain out of our Gross Guilt. Your hush-$ will be Well Spent. We like Nice Cars. Sigh. Sorrow. Silence in Heaven.

But God says, “Through the insincerity of liars whose consciences are seared” (1 Timothy 4:2). “Should your babble silence men, and when you mock, shall no one shame you?” (Job 11:3)

This Insignificant Rebellion

Rebels. That’s what they are. REBELS! Gasp/horror/sadface. If it could happen to them, it could happen to you. Those people standing out there across the road, were once our prize puppets/possessions/people. GodLYYYYYY. And now look at them – they are REBELS. Silence in the Sanctuary of God. (Or is it?) The theatrical performance in our pulpit on Sunday/Wednesday is precisely planned/presented. Under no circumstances can The Truth be allowed a platform. Only the Dark Lies of Leadership as they scramble to consolidate us against them. Actually Pastor, your performance is winsome. Not Bad. Short on substance though, the rebels-line is just not holding much water anymore. Ah, your lies continue, deception is promoted, and judgement inches hourly. Man Up! You are the REAL Rebel. You and those who cover your wicked deeds against the saints of The Lord. And some are praying for you to live and not die, (emails Pastor!), until you turn from your wicked ways/repent/restore. May God have mercy on your soul. And knowing God’s history, that is just what He will do. Knowing your history, I am skeptical.

JUST a biblical example Pastor, so don’t get the wrong idea, no Pizza tonight ok? Just a kind reproof that God does not like it when you lie to His people, or about them.

But God says, “Then said the prophet Jeremiah unto Hananiah the prophet, Hear now, Hananiah; The Lord hath not sent thee; but thou makest this people to trust in a lie. Therefore thus saith the Lord; Behold, I will cast thee from off the face of the earth:this year thou shalt die, because thou hast taught rebellion against the Lord. So Hananiah the prophet died the same year in the seventh month” (Jeremiah 28:15-17). “I have spread out my hands all the day unto a rebellious people, which walketh in a way that was not good, after their own thoughts; A people that provoketh me to anger continually to my face; that sacrificeth in gardens, and burneth incense upon altars of brick; Which remain among the graves, and lodge in the monuments, which eat swine’s flesh, and broth of abominable things is in their vessels; Which say, Stand by thyself, come not near to me; for I am holier than thou. These are a smoke in my nose, a fire that burneth all the day” (Isaiah 65:2-5). “For true and righteous are his judgments: for he hath judged the great whore, which did corrupt the earth with her fornication, and hath avenged the blood of his servants at her hand” (Revelation 19:2).

Who Are You?

I’m no one. I was raised to do one thing. Serve a pastor. And then God awoke me from my sleep, I saw my sins and mourned. And said “But God, I’ve got nothing to fight for.” Truth has fled from this place. Illusion and oppression reign at the heart of this church. The veneer of righteousness is thinning. The broken lives have multiplied, and many of us have bloody hands. But Pastor tells us in so many sermons, “Nothing will stand in our way. I will finish what I have started.” The lure of the Dark Side and it’s siren song of power. Are you saying you cannot do right Pastor? All that is in the World is the lust of the flesh, lust of eye, pride of life.

“There’s stories about what happened (in this church). It’s True. All of it.” Sigh brothers and sisters. Mourn out loud. For our sins have become public knowledge. The cries of those we have destroyed, reaches up to heaven. The Lord is not deaf and blind. He sees. He wonders. Where are those who will stand up and fight against the wickedness in high places? Who are you? As for me, I will serve the Lord God.

But God says, “He hath set me in dark places, as they that be dead of old” (Lamentations 3:6).  “Shall not the day of the Lord be darkness, and not light? even very dark, and no brightness in it? I hate, I despise your feast days, and I will not smell in your solemn assemblies” (Amos 5:20-21). “They hate him that rebuketh in the gate, and they abhor him that speaketh uprightly…For I know your manifold transgressions and your mighty sins: they afflict the just, they take a bribe, and they turn aside the poor in the gate from their right…Seek good, and not evil, that ye may live: and so the Lord, the God of hosts, shall be with you, as ye have spoken” (Amos 5:10, 12, 14). “He that saith he is in the light, and hateth his brother, is in darkness even until now…But he that hateth his brother is in darkness, and walketh in darkness, and knoweth not whither he goeth, because that darkness hath blinded his eyes” (1 John 2:9, 11).

The Dark Side

“On the darker side are those congregations that are simply fiefdoms for bullies or insecure leaders that take people captive to their will by manipulating them with fear and guilt…These groups often use the language of radical Christianity and attract passionate people, but that passion is soon twisted into legalism as everyone is told to follow the leader’s vision exclusively, to view other groups with disdain, and to abuse others by overtly or covertly marking and shaming people who do not conform. Sadly, some people enjoy abusive congregations, either because it makes them feel superior to ‘less-committed’ believers or because they think their personal spiritual failures merit a weekly berating from the pulpit” (Wayne Jacobsen). Somebody other than you has worthwhile things to say Pastor. It is all about the Light exposing the Dark. Good deeds versus evil deeds. Repent or you will be consumed by the dark side. Repent today.

But God says, “Therefore whatsoever ye have spoken in darkness shall be heard in the light; and that which ye have spoken in the ear in closets shall be proclaimed upon the housetops” (Luke 12:3). “The light of the body is the eye:therefore when thine eye is single, thy whole body also is full of light; but when thine eye is evil, thy body also is full of darkness. Take heed therefore that the light which is in thee be not darkness” (Luke 11:34-35). “But if thine eye be evil, thy whole body shall be full of darkness. If therefore the light that is in thee be darkness, how great is that darkness” (Matthew 6:23). “But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin” (1 John 1:7).

Construction of a Deathstarr


God promised judgment would first begin with us – His Church. So how did our pastor, our very own deathstarr, get to operate in a church purported to be a Bible-believing faction of truth? How did a man with a sordid, deceitful record as youth pastor in California, end up squirreled away in a place as far as the east coast is from the west coast? By creeping. Yes, just plain old stealthy, secretive creeping (2 Timothy 3). And the complicit silence of his own family and the few associate pastors he let in on the secret. But as the undiscovered menace gnawed away – he became more determined to silence any and all who would seek to reveal its deadly ray. Hence, the catastrophic destruction leveled at individuals who refuse to submit to his divine decrees.

But God says, “But he that sinneth against me wrongeth his own soul: all they that hate me love death” (Proverbs 8:36). “For the time is come that judgment must begin at the house of God: and if it first begin at us, what shall the end be of them that obey not the gospel of God” (1 Peter 4:17).